For two weeks now, since I started this new treatment, I've been in pain. It's like menstrual cramps all over my body. It rarely lets up. I'm crabby and sleepless. I'm mourning for my last chemo which I felt great on. I'm not even sure this one is working.
I'm taking double laxatives everyday (this one causes constipation) plus aleve. I'm crying regularly from pain and frustration.
I'm sick of this daily battle. I'm sick of being a warrior. I want a cure. I want a future. I want to live.
I want a damn glass of sangria.
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