Say It Out Loud!

I do some of my best thinking alone in the car.  I love driving.  I could drive up and down the parkway (below the Driscoll Bridge) all day long just thinking and taking in the sights.  Have you ever really looked around you while driving on the parkway?  It is actually quite beautiful, especially now that it’s fall.  Vast blue skies and fall colored trees point you to your destination.  There are some beautiful sunsets on that road, you just have to keep your eyes open for them.

Many a blog post have been left on the road – thought and then forgotten once I exit the car. since I can’t type and drive safely I decided to record my thoughts with my phone. Ever have anyone tell you to practice a speech out loud?  Speak a mantra to your reflection in the mirror?  If you’re like me you thought that was a silly sentiment and you would feel foolish.  Saying it in your mind and saying it out loud can’t be any different?  The first time I hit record and then…silence.  I couldn’t say it.  I couldn’t speak out loud the thoughts in my head.  It was just too hard. What was easy to think got me choked up to say.  I practiced recording myself by yelling at the traffic around me. I talked to myself about being unable to talk to myself.  Finally I was able to begin speaking my thoughts.  They came out slowly, my voice gravelly from the tears I choked back.

Saying it out loud made it suddenly sound real.  The power of the spoken word. They were so right.